DIRTYBENNY WRITES

I continue to  experiment with the rules of this place.  I started making demands of the reality.  My health was resistant to respond.   Despite my training in allopathic medicine, I believe it is mostly a faulty model for health and wellness. I started making daily outloud  statements.  "I am getting better.  Each day, my health is improving." Also making demands,  " I demand that my health improve each day." I understand that many believe that gratitude is the path to walk...it is not my path to walk.   I will make statements of what I expect to happen and what I demand to happen.  Today my cough went from a 10/10 to a 7/10 which is a big improvement.  It allows my intercostal muscles and lumbar muscles to heal.  FF recommended honey which I started taking about a week ago with dandelion tea.  It is wildflower honey.  If anything, I am more inclined to the placebo/nocebo model and less with mechanical effects.   Today, there was improvement.  It gives me a chance

It is funny how you look back  on your life experiences and some just make you cringe.  How could I have behaved that way? Back in 2017-2018, I was still going to the gym for daily workouts and had a handful of guys around my age that I would occasionally chat with. I had just come into the main gym and they used open cubicles to store your gym bag.   One of my acquaintances just walked in next to me, married male late 50's.  He had a sticker on and he pointed to it...and said "I voted". I said "Do you believe that makes a difference in anything? I rattled on about the Trilateral Commission, Club of Rome, etc regurgitating trutherspeak"  I thought he was going to  cry.  This man in his late 50's,  looked crushed. It was as if I told him Santa Claus wasn't real.    I felt bad immediately.  He swallowed and said, "At least it makes me feel good."   I said, "That's good."....trying to retreat away from the conflict I exacerbated.  No

  We don't know what the rules of this place are so we have to attempt to figure them out, deaf, dumb and blind.  I find that the best way to learn about this place is to watch the behaviours of the controllers and do the opposite.  THEY are obviously trying to achieve a tasked goal of some kind with the managed herd.  2 areas that I see THEIR hive as desperate are  1) INJECTIONS  THEY were completely desperate to inject manKIND in the 2020 op.  They rolled out all of the celebrities, with their lures, threats, and tricks to get manKIND injected. I believe THEY were tasked to get manKIND injected in this realm. 2) VOTE and/or CONTRIBUTE MONEY to the POLITICAL CAMPAIGNS.  THEY are desperate to have manKIND participate in this ritual.  THEY control the vote, the candidates, the outcome...so there is something more going on here. THEY do not need your money, THEY want it as symbolic of something else.  There is a different form of currency that is being solicited and gathered. There i

2 days after my DISCOVER card was hacked through Ebay and then again through AMAZON, I get notified BY DISCOVER that there have been no issues with fraud this past month.   What they tell you has nothing to do with reality. 

3000.oo of google phones purchased illegally.  Just forget about it. This is so bizarre that no one is interested in a supposed committed crime.  Don't worry about it, you don't have to pay anything.  Just move on....the attacks are relentless..

With all of the fraud I have had on my Discover card and Ebay account, I have contacted the sellers before items were shipped.  They didn't seem to care at all.  The item went on to be delivered to fraudulent addresses.   Discover just tells you upfront, don't worry, you are not responsible for any charges.  But when I asked what progress they have made on the 3 or 4 cases in the past several months, they had nothing to tell me.  There is no legitimacy to law or law enforcement. It is all an illusion.  This whole internet fraud psyop is also an illusion.  Are these incidents manufactured ?  by Discover?  to make you believe that internet fraud is real.   The 2 key elements  are 1)  The user does not have to pay and they send you a replacment card fedex overnight.  There is little to no downtime other than annoyance which this reality is expert at. 2) They don't seem to have any care for who ordered these items, stopping the delivery of the item, or prosecuting the individua

 

Byrne discusses his latest project Theater of the Mind, encouraging  larping into the metaverse.  Creating artificial experiences that the user believes are real.   "The sensory and perceptual disruption must be strong enough. Why are we doing this? Why are we going from one room to another? Where is this leading?  What is this about?" Well, we know where we're goin' But we don't know where we've been And we know what we're knowin' But we can't say what we've seen And we're not little children And we know what we want And the future is certain Give us time to work it out Yeah We're on a road to nowhere Come on inside Takin' that ride to nowhere We'll take that ride I'm feelin' okay this mornin' And you know We're on a road to paradise Here we go, here we go We're on a ride to nowhere Come on inside Takin' that ride to nowhere We'll take that ride Maybe you wonder where you are I don't care Here is

The coordination of events to inflict pain and suffering in this place is beyond human capacity.    I was just enjoying my baseline level of illness in this place, when I roasted one of the last batch of peppers for the year.  I went to put them in my freezer in the garage on Saturday...everything was defrosting...20 cubic feet of homegrown food. I emergently contacted a local business to get a new freezer.  They had it here by Tuesday at noon.  Tuesday I had to empty everything out, discarding what had turned to mush.  Then reload the new freezer with what was salvageable.  My illness kicked up 10 fold.  I had to just lay in bed for the last 3 days.  I ate and drank nothing as the wretching and coughing was insurmountable.  I had to drag myself to the post office to pay property taxes yesterday.  Each day has a new attack. I wake up at around noon time today, not quite as sick as the day before...I find my Discover card and Ebay account hacked....that's twice in the last 2 weeks.