DIRTYBENNY WRITES

This place thrives on stress.  I had an exciting time in DREAMWORLD as usual last night.  I wake up to check emails, etc.  I have no internet.  I reset each of the modems in my house 3 times.  Still no internet.  I get the saved number to call my internet provider ....no phone service.    Fortunately, I keep a flip phone in my car.  I call the internet provider and they need 10 different forms of ID in order to even talk with me.  I am running up and down 3 flights of stairs, short of breath, wheezing.  They finally tell me that there is a service outage in my area and will be up in several hours. Frankly, if I didn't have to work through the computer, I would be happy to not have internet.  This civilization despises it when you don't interact with it.  It thrives on attention and it will do whatever is necessary to get it, regardless of how you fight it. 

Heather gives her take on the role of unseen fields and electromagnetism in the realm.  She is always a fresh thinker.

What are the odds that the same day that I post about "What is the purpose of this place?", I have a dream that pretends to reveal an answer. In this dream, I was not aware of my being present.  All I saw was a Wheel Of Fortune marquis. it said the following... SOUL TRAP LEARNING DEVICE Now my understanding is that the Soul Trap model contradicts the Learning or School model.  My guess is that this is just another deception of this place.

I think back on my life and wonder what is the purpose of all of this.  We struggle to breathe, eat, walk, speak, control our bowels, and grow.  We are put into "schools" or indoctrination centers for many years to instill conformity and obedience.  We struggle to find our way, learning about cars, jobs, licenses, taxes, voting, etc.   They lace the poison with small doses of happiness and pleasure to keep us engaged. I think back on my grandparents, parents, aunts, uncles, etc.  All dead, all put so much effort into this place and what is left...nothing.  They all suffered.  They all struggled...physically, emotionally, and psychologically.  Marriages, divorces, children, pets, death of relatives, diseases, houses, gardens, holidays, meals, jobs, job losses... To what end?  I can see that their energy was harvested and they are gone.  That is the blunt truth of this existence. It is critical to keep us distracted from this fact....

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I ran out to my local Walmart to buy half a dozen limes yesterday.  When I got home, I had an email wanting me to rate the limes.  So they accessed some sort of database on me, either through my credit card or through facial recognition...for buying limes! 

My oh my....how deep the rabbit hole goes with AI weaponized against manKIND.

I have previously written about how alien we are in this place, but thought it appropriate to revist this.  The deer just peer at me from my backyard, trying to figure out what I am and what I am doing here.   They don't do this with the turkeys or rabbits...only me.  https://dirtybennywrites.blogspot.com/2024/11/are-we-aliens-in-this-realm.html 1)  Animals don't wear or need clothes.  They are naturally able to withstand the elements of this place. They instinctively know when to hibernate, fly south, etc. 2)  Animals do not decide not to reproduce.  They are slaves to their instincts. 3)  Animals do not recognize artificial arbitrary boundaries set up by governments and civilizations. 4)  Animals are not purposely poisoned and injured by members of their own species.  5)  Animals are not purposely deceived and lied to by others of their own species.  6)  I have travelled to every continent and not personally witness...

Of all of the celebrities that I have met, these were 2 of the nicest.  Nick Lowe must have signed 20 LPs and CDs for me after a show at the Paradise.   Daryl Hall, on a backstreet outside of the Orpheum, in Boston had his driver stop, lowered the window and signed the Hall and Oates setlist for me.